Or am I?

Ironic considering my last post, but I’m starting to wonder if I’m really in the safe zone, or even have a handle on exactly what this illness is about. For the last two days I’ve been feeling much worse. My lymph nodes have begun to show signs of swelling again, and most importantly my fatigue and headaches are much worse. Both of the last two days I’ve felt nauseous and in need of a nap by as early as 9:15am. I’ve wanted another nap by afternoon, and had ongoing headaches in the afternoon to boot. I feel as if biking to school with my son exhausted me for the whole day (though I haven’t been keeping up with my bike riding, so I could also be losing stamina from that). None of this matches my picture of what should be happening by now, and I will admit I am disappointed and frustrated that it is happening. I have gotten about 7-8 hours a night of sleep for the last few days, sometimes interrupted, so that be part of the problem, but if it is then the safe zone is a lot narrower than I thought.

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